Well anyone that knos me knows there have been lots of issues with my bf Jamie and I since proably 3 years ago....well at Thanksgiving I finally had enough and said fuck it leave..and I really meant it.  Well over the last few days since like the 12th he has had me convinced that he really does want to make this work...sooooo me being how I am and that I love him said oook one more time.  Well that is turning out to be stupid...He spent Valentines Day at work which is good cause he hardly ever goes lately...then came home and off to his buddy Jasons house...where he said he woudl be for only a few mins.....that was at 9 pm and he walked in door after midnight drunk off his ass...so basically here we go again....I am so tired of the Jamie roller coaster... he complains I ignore  him in bed but HELLO he gets all the sex he needs right here at this computer...and in my opinion he is getting outside this house to.  He is calling some stupid chick again to.  I mean I guess I am supposed to wait in bed till he is done fucking here and jacking off...then be hot and ready for him at 3am when I have to get up at 5 am.  Well whatever...life goes on and I will more than likely stay stupid for a bit longer...and see whats going on in his little brain.  Kids are all great Jon has to many girls calling here and I think Olivia will start her period soon. UGH.  I do recall saying I wanted only boys lol.  Its a good thing I have friends like Kelbs and a friend Barb or I may have hurt people by now lol.....well Hugs and toodles

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